Hello dear reader(s)!
Guess who’s back? Back again? Josh is back. Sorry.
I know I keep saying that I will post more consistently. Then I post for a couple days straight, and drop off for like a week. My bad. I keep thinking I can actually manage this. Lately however, I just can’t. In fact, I literally can’t even. Yes, one pumpkin spice frappuccino for McKenzie too.
So what in actual fuck, Josh? Where you been? Why the long face? You’re not a horse.
Well, I’ve been here, mostly. But I’ve been tired. Tired as fuck. In the world of fucked-up medical shit, we like to call it fatigue. Actually, we like to call it napping, but tomato tomato. I’m not going to call the whole thing off, however. Anything you can do I can do better. Anyway…
I’ve been furiously trying to figure out what the hell is wrong with me. Between my GI symptoms, a few other ones, and the fatigue, I was getting scared.
Fortunately, my fiance (yup, I’m engaged), is a super sleuth and figured out what is going on that some really great doctors couldn’t figure out during literal YEARS of complaining. (Literally.) The tendency of doctors to look at individual symptoms as separate systems requiring separate specialists causing separate tests and separate co-pays and co-insurance amounts, caused them all to overlook something wrong that ties it all together and makes perfect sense given something else we already knew was wrong. So now I know what the problem is, (besides run-on sentences) the only issue is that it seems to be one of those “tough shit, get used it” type of issues. It is still somewhat comforting to know that I am not losing my mind, (well…totally, anyway), and there IS a physical reason for all of these issues.
Anywho, this is good news for my writing, as now I will likely be seeing less doctors to try to find something that isn’t there (That colonoscopy sure was shitty. Get it? Shitty?) and will be less likely to try to force myself to do things I can’t do. That means more time at home, where a computer will likely be handy.
But…my writing may soon start to move away from this here blog-type-thing on a temporary basis. I am going to begin considering beginning to plan the beginning of the study of whether or not I should begin to plan the beginning of the process for beginning to write my book, starting all the way from the beginning. Good for my writing, bad for this here blog-type-thing. Unless I get stuck, and decide to post in this here blog-type-thing as a way to break up the monotony, since Mono and Tony have drifted apart since becoming a Hollywood power couple anyway.
So now that y’all know what is up, I guess I should grace you all with one of my rants, y’all have come to know and despise.
Ready? Okay! Be aggressive, B-E aggressive!
YOU CAN’T BE A RACIST AND A PAGAN!!!!
You can, I guess, but you’re a fucking idiot and should call yourself something else. In a system of beliefs of honoring many different Goddesses and Gods as a representation of the natural forces that created all, your superiority complex does not jive. You know not of what you speak, you know not of what you claim to be, and if you show up to any of my pagan events I will personally cut your fucking heart out with my athame.
You are not welcome in my community. You are not welcome near my path. You should not be welcome anywhere on this planet, but not everyone has standards. Fuck off, and die, you Nazi trash pieces of shit. Tell your chosen Gods they can go fuck themselves if they support you. (They don’t.)
If you are a pagan, and want more acceptance of your belief system, and less persecution from others, you need to be calling out these racist fucks trying to twist your path to justify their hate too. Just because hardly any of the followers of the Abrahamic religions do it, doesn’t mean you shouldn’t too. We need to tell these fuck-bags they do not have a home in our communities.
On a happier note, I choose high C. I think high C is a happy note. Yes, if it is part of a minor chord, it could be sad, but the note itself is happy. It is so happy, it 1046.502 hertz.
Okay, dear reader(s), that’s all for me. Let’s recap what we have learned today, shall we? No? Too bad!
I will not be posting very consistently (big shocker, and nothing new), but for different reasons, and I hate my health. Please refer any additional questions to my counsel, who doesn’t exist.
Finally, I will still try and read y’all from time to time, even when I am not posting, just because you is smart, you is kind, you is not really important since you’re just a tiny spec in this vast universe, but tell yourself whatever you need to sleep better at night.