Hello dear reader(s)!
Welcome to another exciting edition of MyFridayBlog™! As some of you dear reader(s) may or may not be aware, I consider myself to be a solitary, eclectic pagan. I also consider myself to be a witch*, which (I just got to say witch which) I am sure sounds weird to a lot of people reading this, but I believe isn’t weird at all. I think anyone with a healthy sense of empathy who actually buys into the notion that everything is connected on some level is close to becoming a witch, the only steps remaining is to actually practice the craft and to call oneself a witch. At any rate, people unfamiliar with witches hear that and tend to scoff. As soon as I say it, they usually ask one of two questions:
- So you worship Satan? No, I don’t even believe in Satan. And don’t give me the crap about Satan leading me astray by claiming that anything else I do worship is Satan in disguise. I know that what I “worship” isn’t your evil (Or was he? Well, that’s a different post.) rebel angel in your book I do not take any stock in.
- So, what do you do spells? Yep. Sure do. Fairly often, even. And I believe they help.
Now they think I’m insane. I would like to know why. What makes my spells so much crazier than your prayer? Nothing. Your belief in your God, and your disbelief in anything else is the only thing that makes mine seem crazier to you. It is less accepted by the people in this culture. That’s it.
Most of my spells involve candle magic. It’s really my favorite. Have you ever been to a Catholic church? See all those candles?
Now let me make this absolutely clear: I DO NOT CARE WHAT YOU BELIEVE, so long as you are not trying to infringe upon my beliefs or rights using those beliefs as an excuse. I am not trying to convert anyone. I like that generally, when I meet other witches and pagans, I am meeting people who are fairly like-minded and were not pressured into their respective paths. So this quick explanation of my particular path is particular to me, and is not in any way an attempt to get people to believe as I do. It is merely to explain to you that I am not crazy, or any crazier than anyone else with a belief system that hasn’t been scientifically proven. It is also to show that I am not evil. At least not for what I believe.
Let’s start with those spells. To me, on my eclectic, solitary path, spells are nothing more than ultra-focused meditation. Often in any type of meditation, the person fails because they are too focused on whether or not it is working. In my spells, I am focused on the steps. The circle I cast, the words I use, the candles I light, and any other specific steps I follow. Unlike prayer, I do not ask my deities for things. I ask my deities to help me obtain things myself. Or if I am doing it for someone else, to help them. As I watch the flame of the candle, I create pictures in my mind of what it will be like when I have successfully achieved what I want. And once the spell is over, I’m relaxed, thinking clearly, and a million new ideas are forming on how to achieve something I may have been stuck on prior. I also happen to believe that just putting it out there helps it come back to you, and that I can manipulate the energy around me to making things easier to happen, but I understand that isn’t exactly rational. But not everything is. I mean, Trump is President.
Now for the deities. I do not believe in one God. Well, I kind of do, in that my God is energy. But to me, there are two distinct sides to that God. That makes that God into two. A feminine Goddess and a masculine God. Sort of a yin-yang. A positive and negative. A light and dark. Even matter has that duality. A lot of my fellow pagans have more than the two. Or they name them and have all kinds of different representations. I don’t, but it certainly doesn’t bother me if their path is different. So my Goddess and God are simply energy, and even calling them a Goddess and God are merely representations of that energy. I do believe in the triple Goddess, maiden, mother, crone. Just as different stages of that energy tied to time. I believe time, and seasons, and all of the changes in light and energy can be used for planning things in your life just as farmers used the seasons to plant crops. I believe being in tune with that energy of the natural world helps make life easier.
I believe that you can on occasion read the energy around you to divine what may be coming. Again, not exactly rational, and I am aware of this.
Can you prove your belief system? Even atheists can only prove up to a point.
I believe in other realms. Many scientists believe in a multiverse. This isn’t really that much of a stretch.
I believe in science. I go to doctors. I take medicine. I think nothing that I believe that hasn’t been proven is fact, but it works for me. Nature is my church, and natural energy is my deities.
There is so much more to my path. I can’t go into it all on one post, or in one year. But this is a basic run-down of what I believe. It is simply to show you that my beliefs are no crazier than other beliefs that rely on what can’t be proven, so that when you see the pentacle around my neck, you won’t think I am some dangerous person.
But the main part of my path I want you to think about is this: An it harm none, do what ye will. I try very hard to live by that. So no ritual sacrifice, no stoning people…none of that. I do not hold as strictly to it as some, because if harming someone is the only way to protect myself from life-threatening harm, you can bet that goes out the window. If you understand that is what I believe, maybe you won’t think I am such a threat to you and your beliefs.
*Male witches are witches, not warlocks. Warlocks are traitors.