Hello dear reader(s)!
It feels as though I am still asleep. I want to wake up, and enter the dream world of the life that is before me. Yet here I sit, stuck in this nightmare.
Okay, not really. Might want to tone down the hyperbole there.
But man, am I tired. I need to get up, and get going. I have been dragging this morning, and I do have one of those horrible headaches again. Good to know they aren’t stress related. I am not stressed at all right now.
I thought I had a doctor appointment today, but it turns out that it is actually on Wednesday. Then I have another on Thursday. Oh boy, oh boy!
Maybe I will get answers, but likely not.
This morning, I have been dropping things, forgetting things, and running into things. I went to make my coffee, and dropped the metal filter into the sink as I was going to fill it. I just turned the assembly over as I was opening the coffee bag. Not a huge deal. I just rinsed it, dried it, and filled it.
But then after putting in the coffee, tamping it down, putting it under the water nozzle where it belongs, filling the machine with water, and turning the knob to “Brew”, I failed to put the carafe under the nozzle. I got it, just in the nick of time, but only missed coffee brewing all over my counter by about a millisecond. You would think after having the coffee, I might be doing better, but you would be wrong.
Since then, I put my shoe on the wrong foot, ran into a wall, ran into my bed, and knocked into one of the pop-up cat condos, dragging it a few feet as it attached to my shoe. I dropped my deodorant while trying to apply it, and dropped a coat hanger on the floor when I went to put it back on the rod from selecting my shirt.
I’m in a daze. I’ve been walking around in a good daze for the last few days, but today, my equilibrium is off and I have next to zero energy. It is bad daze. Hopefully just a bad daze in a stretch of good days. This is not the kind of daze I want to have for my days.
Despite the way I feel, I am in a great mood. I have great people in my life who know me and understand me. I have a plan on how to make my situation a lot better, in spite of the frequency of days I feel this way. I have some things to do today. I am hopeful my equilibrium improves before then. I don’t want to run into things on the road, the way I have been running into things on foot around here.
Wish me luck, in waking from this coma.
What all are you up to today?